Well, another let down. Another unsuccessful month. This whole process sure is draining!! Emotionally and physically. I was feeling so positive this month....everything seemed to go well. Everything seemed to be in place and good and right. Mentally I was even prepared for a positive result. Oh well....what can I do about it?? Absolutely nothing!!!
So, I went to the clinic yesterday for my beta, which ended up being my day 3 bloodwork. How is that possible?? This is now the second cycle that I have had an early period.....11 days after the insemination....that isnt right....is there something wrong?? I assume maybe a progesterone issue?? So, does that mean more drugs....more shots?? I guess at this point in the game, what is one more shot, right? What is one more pill? UGH......never in my life did I imagine this fulfilling of a dream would be so difficult!!! I never once thought I'd have a problem conceiving. I thank the Lord everyday to have blessed me with a patient, understanding husband who is WITH me on this journey....supportive, kind, emotional.....just very much a part of the whole process. Thank you Lord for that!!
Anyway, I guess that is it. I am now on drugs for a few days and I go in on tuesday for my day 10 blood and ultrasound. I guess that will be fun? Oh to live a day in my life!!
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