Well, I thought I would give it a try. So much is happening in my life right now, it just might be easier this way....easier to keep friends and family updated on my journey.....our journey through life. You see.....the whole story starts years ago......3.5 to be exact. July 2nd, 2005....the day I married the love of my life. A day I will never forget. Ugh.....do I start this all now?! This could be a lengthy post.....maybe just an overview....a quick update......hmmmm.........
So, I married Nader Pasha Atefi in July of 2005. Again, the best day of my life so far. It was a wonderful, hot summer day. We were surrounded by everyone we loved. We had a vision, a dream of what we saw for our future. Kids, a house, a dog....all those wonderful things. Well, if only we knew then what we know now. Our journey for a baby started not long after that....yes, that has consumed my life for the last 3.5 years. A baby......a dream so big that seems so out of reach. A dream I think about everyday. Well, years of doctors, drugs, needles, trips to the clinic and still no results.....until November 25th. A day I will never forget....a day of dreams unravling, dreams being realized, dreams with an end in sight. I WAS PREGNANT!!! I wanted to shout it from the roof top!! Well, not more than a week later, my world came crashing down around me. So, I am back at square one.....still praying for my dreams to be fullfilled, still praying for a baby. A miscarriage is an aweful things to go through. Aweful. My life for the last week has been spent learning how to deal with this information. Today I am having a good day.....but who knows what tomorrow will bring.
Well......a little longer of an overview than I thought. Anyway....I am going to make this blog a regular thing....so that whoever is interested can follow us to the fullfillment of our dream....the dream that I hold on to so very tightly and close to my heart.....
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