Monday, April 6, 2009

UGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So.....I am very frustrated!!! VERY FRUSTRATED!!! I have no real reason to be frustrated yet, and really no news.....I am just in a mood. I can't say too much on here, as I don't want to offend people, but I am just frustrated!

Why me???? Why wont it happen?? Am I being punnished for something? Is there no baby for me?? Is it not my destiny to have a child?? Why is this desire in me SO strong, and yet it is so challanging?? UGH!

I want to cry, scream, yell, be quiet, punch, curl up in bed and never get out and drink all at once! It is starting to hurt....the pain of all of this is starting to be too much for me to bare. WHY?????

Ok....so this is an honest post...what can I say?

1 comment:

  1. I know it sucks, and nothing I say will help. So I'll keep it short...praying for you...

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